Saturday, October 15, 2011

Running Shoes

I'm exhausted! I feel like I have been going non-stop for weeks now. Don't get me wrong - I've been playing as hard as I've been working. Still, I'm tired. Ironically, I finally have a weekend at home to chill and I almost drove three hours to visit family. I know I would have had a good time, but I also know I need to rest so I can be at least somewhat functional this week.

While I have been running around, I have been doing a lot of thinking. All of this running makes for little time to focus on me. Not that I think being selfish is a good thing, but I am always the first to tell people they need to take time to take care of themselves, otherwise they are no good to anyone else. I saw this first hand when I had a total and utter breakdown while leaving my brother's house, and I have no idea why. I trully think it was because I didn't want to get in my car and drive yet again. Why can't all my loved ones live closer?

So here is my vow - I am going to relax and take some time to take care of me. I may even schedule a spa day to relax away my worries. Maybe I'll even find time to go on a date, you never know. In the meantime, thank you to all of my loved ones for dealing with me as I roller coaster through emotions in this hectic time in my life. I promise I'll even out at some point...